U know, it's rude if I say I have no friends. I ever have it. More than 1. And it's makes me feel enough. For that time. Even sometimes I used to think bout the others. Wasting my time to reach something not important. Or hurts my friend just cause my behavior. I still feels blessed to have they're. I'm reckless. I'm careless. I've bad habits, and also bad behavior. I'm strange. So that's why, I always put myself in my 'unknown space'. But u know what, sometimes it's feels lonely in my unknown space. So thank you to keep me away of my unknown space. Suddenly, I miss that. I miss when I be normal, and crying in front of person. When I be normal, and feels okay if someone broken my high wall. Be normal, and let my shoulder to have a rest. Be normal, and tell anyone about anything that I feel. I miss that time. But I know. I already passed that time. And can't go back.
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