Matahari Jingga

The hurtest part is not because we are broken, but how about the plan we made?  That sentence really wakes me up. I became silent for a while, not cause I don't feel the pain. I do feel it. More or less. But then I remember, you will not feel the pain. You will not think about it. Even think about me. There is no goodbye in our farewell. You just left because I don't give you a text. Think we're broken just cause I do nothing for our conversation. And said, I left you because I ever complained about our communication. Maybe, you just forget. About how long I waited for your text. How excited I am about our communication. Either it's just a text, a call, or a meeting. And maybe you don't know, the day I text you and tell you about how busy I am until I forget to text you a week, It's a lie. Cause, there is no day that I'm not waiting for your text. There is no day, that I'm not checking my phone, and hoping I'll see your name in the notification. And ...