Hide and Seek

 Sometimes I just wanna play hide and seek,

then I hide forever.

But, how long is forever?

As long as we know each other?

Btw, if you asked me, do I hate you?

it's a kinda hard question.

I wanna say yes, but I can't explain why.

I wanna say no, but I think I do.

It's still hurting, but at the same time, I still miss u.

I still can't process what things we did, back then.

But here I am, accepting everything that happened.

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I have a question,

is it you, the one who lemme fall for you, or is it's me, the one who wanna fall for you?

You said you trying to get closer to me, but you have trouble with your confidence.

But then, you leave me.

You said sorry for pushing me back,

but then you do it, again.

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You said we never lost something that was written for ourselves, but you did even not fight for it.

You don't want to fight for your feeling or you just don't wanna fight for us, or maybe for me?

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You know what?

Stay.

Or please leave me with another reason.

So I can hate you with all whole of my heart.